If you’re going to change anyway, why not make active efforts to improve your situation and the lives of those around you? I’m trying my best not to give unsolicited advice but it’s hard when the people you love refuse to love themselves.
This is where doing The Things comes into play. You probably know what you can do to better your life. You can better your mental health, physical health, finances, relationships and more. Seek wisdom and knowledge because, in five years, five years will pass. What you do along the way will determine your present.